| yet another poem i found. |
[Jul. 5th, 2009|01:11 am] |
I loved you; and perhaps I love you still, The flame, perhaps, is not extinguished; yet It burns so quietly within my soul, No longer should you feel distressed by it. Silently and hopelessly I loved you, At times too jealous and at times too shy. God grant you find another who will love you As tenderly and truthfully as I.
=) i like tragic love poems. |
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| Have you ever wondered? |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009|02:37 am] |
What if in actual fact, there was no heaven, and no hell? That when we die...we just die? How would you live your life any differently?
This is a hypothetical question. I'm just curious.
i wish we all could win |
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| Writer's Block: RIP Michael Jackson |
[Jun. 27th, 2009|01:03 am] |
Billie Jean, because it's the only song he does the moonwalk on.
The first song of his that i liked was The Way You Make Me Feel, followed by Bad. HAHA
MJ lives forever. |
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| RIP MJ |
[Jun. 26th, 2009|08:08 am] |
 Michael Joseph Jackson 1958 - 2009 The King Of Pop
The king will live forever. His music has touched millions of lives, including mine. Let's not remember the decline of his personal life, but remember him to be the electrifying performer and talented musician who brought us the best selling music record ever (Thriller). The pop culture icon who broke down racial walls in the music industry. An inspiration to many musicians we have now. He was about to embark on what was supposed to be his comeback in July, merely 3 weeks away. The fragility of life, really. Well, if i could fly to Neverland to just leave you a flower outside your gates, i would. You, Michael Jackson, will be remembered as the ass-kicking performer that you are.
Music has been my outlet, my gift to all of the lovers in this world. Through it — my music, I know I will live forever. ~Michael Jackson on his work, Ebony Magazine December 2007.
You will always be loved and remembered, MJ.
Your fan, Meng |
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| The human emotion |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|02:31 am] |
Feels like grasping wind. Feels like beating air. Just like tasting the clouds and chasing rainbows.
It's a long fall back to reality. |
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| Question of the YEAR. |
[Jun. 19th, 2009|01:45 am] |
How do secondary school kids nowadays afford branded goods???!!!!
Seriously, they can afford Chanel and Marc Jacobs!! I don't even own a piece of clothing that cost more than $200. and branded to me in sec school was.....Adidas? hahahaha.
1. How do they afford it? i rmb that my allowance was a measly $200. and all i could afford was the occasional Roxy and on rare occasions...Topshop. My first Topshop skirt cost $68 bucks and i could totally feel the pinch for 2 months. Even now, i would think twice about a $68 skirt.
2. Where did they get the idea of buy these branded goods???!!! No one in my school carried designer stuff. Even though we all wanted, but it was far too out of our league to actually entertain the thought of procuring a 200 dollar braclet.
Seriously...and kids nowadays can really dress la... -.-
Must be all the Gossip Girl, Laguna Beach and what not....In my time we only had The OC. And all Seth Cohen wore was some street wear brand that wasnt even that highbrow.
I still cant believe how 15 year olds are carrying designer handbags, splurging on branded good when I'm 20 and i dont even freaking own anything designer's. My wardrobe is full of hand-me-downs, Zara, Mango, Topshop and some random blogshop clothes.
My advice kids....you dont have to spend alot to look good. Expensive clothes and good taste dont necessarily go together. Look into your wardrobe, mix&match, customise it a little, borrow from your mom and some accessories really do the trick. |
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| who wants a new bicycle? |
[Jun. 18th, 2009|04:27 pm] |
When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bicycle. Then I realised God doesn’t work that way, so I stole one and prayed for forgiveness. - Emo Philips
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| what the hockey?! |
[Jun. 14th, 2009|02:58 am] |
i have a bicycle and im not happy. =(
because this bicycle is a sad answer for the one i had in mind!!! my dad fixed up this old ugly foldable bike we have and asked me to bear with it. cant we even afford a bike?! not a pretty pink ladies bike with a little basket in front??
=(
fine....i'm practicing positivity. i'll ride on it till i get the abovementioned one. darn. pfffttttt.
it doesnt have a freaking basket!!!!!!!!! |
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| Shutter Island |
[Jun. 11th, 2009|09:25 pm] |
New one from Leonardo Dicaprio!
It's pretty uncharacteristic of him to do a role like that, but probably because it's a Martin Scorsese film. Looks good nonetheless. Hope it's better than Body of Lies. hahah. Havent seen Revolutionary Road though, because it opened and closed in theatres without me knowing. zzz.
Egggcited! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 10th, 2009|05:05 pm] |
Are creative people really more emotional? Or...... Are we emotional people who just happen to be slightly creative? But...creative people are weird for sure. I have a recent obsession with Tim Burton and Salvatore Dali. Eccentric geniuses. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 10th, 2009|01:34 am] |
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526: Sonnet 138: When my love swears that she is made of truth "Sonnet 138: When my love swears that she is made of truth" William Shakespeare
When my love swears that she is made of truth I do believe her, though I know she lies, That she might think me some untutored youth, Unlearnèd in the world's false subtleties. Thus vainly thinking that she thinks me young, Although she knows my days are past the best, Simply I credit her false-speaking tongue; On both sides thus is simple truth suppressed. But wherefore says she not she is unjust? And wherefore say not I that I am old? O, love's best habit is in seeming trust, And age in love, loves not to have years told. Therefore I lie with her, and she with me, And in our faults by lies we flattered be.
__________________________________________________________________________________ Exceptindreams got good poems nowadays. |
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| vacation |
[Jun. 8th, 2009|10:43 pm] |
Think i need to get out of this concrete jungle soon.
It's the summer, fabulous for snorkeling and just chilling on the beach with a book and drink. Shall go look for budget getaway deals. Anyone??? |
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| Repost from exceptindreams again. |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|03:26 pm] |
522: Do not underestimate the power of Playstation "Do not underestimate the power of Playstation" James Sinclair
For years I’ve lived a double life. In the day I do my job, I ride the bus, Roll up my sleeves with the hoi polloi. But at night I live a life of exhilaration, Of missed heartbeats and adrenaline, And, if the truth be known, A life of dubious virtue.
I won’t deny I’ve been engaged in violence, Even indulged in it. I have maimed and killed adversaries, And not merely in self defence. I have exhibited disregard for life, Limb, And property, And savoured every moment.
You may not think it to look at me, But I have commanded armies, And conquered worlds. And though in achieving these things I have set morality aside, I have no regrets. For though I’ve led a double life At least I can say, I have lived. This made me think of my many guy friends who is like the author. Men+video games+football = incarnation of the devil himself. sigh. Our male population are such sad creatures. |
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| art |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|02:50 am] |
blogs are amazing. amazing are some blogs.
Finally shook off the "i-am-so-uninspired" feeling. Which feels so awesome.
I've always believed that art is a medium for us to express feelings and messages. And art to me is the inkling of inspiration we feel everytime we look at something extraordinary that leaps out at us. Inspiration isn't always in the form of pieces of painting at the museum or some old black and white movie. It is simple things around us.
As of now, i am inspired by:
Colours. Simply because summer is here.
Water colours. Yes, the type you use in primary school art class. The effects are sooo soft. it's beautiful.
Paper cut-outs. I was suddenly reminded of my primary school days, wasting my lunch money at the mama shop on paper dolls.
Sewing machine Mom bought a sewing machine few weeks back. Trying to learn how to sew....and that thing just looks so pretty sitting there. =)
Bicycle. I still cannot shake off the image of me in a little flora dress wearing my ray-bans cycling on the pink bike i'm getting tmr. HAHAHAH. i do hope my dad keeps his promise!!!
Grandmother & mother. Was looking through my clothes and realised my fav pieces are actually those i extorted/stole/begged from them. I think they are such stylish women. My grandma especially. She sews her own clothes (shes a tailor). Even though they arent particularly fashionable or classy, they are in fact not goodlooking at all, she somehow manages to add little details to make some of her clothes unique. Like the other day i noticed she cuffed her three-quarters. Cuffed pants!! isnt it all the rage now??!!!
ahhh...i do wish i inherited some of her style. btw, my grandma likes the way i paint my toe-nails black when i wear my black gladiators. HAHAH. she says it's the right way to wear shoes. my po-po like so cool only.
Anyway...this blog post like the rest of my entries have no purpose. hahahah. i just wanted to say how inspired i am at this very moment, because tmr i am going out to buy art supplies. YAY.
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| my life really sucks |
[Jun. 5th, 2009|12:32 am] |
Seriously.
Okay....so i went to pay for that $50 parking fine i got last friday right....and it turns out i kena another $20 fine today. AND I DONT EVEN KNOW!!!!!. (cos i saw it on the AXS machine, where they show you the outstanding fines). -.-
SINCE WHEN??!!!
It's either i didnt notice the paper, and happily drove off or it was my dad who got the ticket. =( but i dont dare to ask him. what if i was the one who didnt notice the fine??!!! sigh.
and i just checked my schedule for work today, I have to work on sat and sunday!!! this sunday of all sundays. -.-
pls pls pls...let my manager be kind enough to find me a replacement. aghhhhhhhh.
SIGH. FML. =( meng so sad. |
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| repost from exceptindreams |
[Jun. 4th, 2009|02:00 am] |
520: For the young who want to "For the young who want to" Marge Piercy
Talent is what they say you have after the novel is published and favorably reviewed. Beforehand what you have is a tedious delusion, a hobby like knitting.
Work is what you have done after the play is produced and the audience claps. Before that friends keep asking when you are planning to go out and get a job.
Genius is what they know you had after the third volume of remarkable poems. Earlier they accuse you of withdrawing, ask why you don’t have a baby, call you a bum.
The reason people want M.F.A.’s, take workshops with fancy names when all you can really learn is a few techniques, typing instructions and some- body else’s mannerisms
is that every artist lacks a license to hang on the wall like your optician, your vet proving you may be a clumsy sadist whose fillings fall into the stew but you’re certified a dentist.
The real writer is one who really writes. Talent is an invention like phlogiston after the fact of fire. Work is its own cure. You have to like it better than being loved.
So so true. the last line really packed a punch, on me at least. =) |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 1st, 2009|03:47 pm] |
I shouldn't carry all that negative energy around. No wonder I'm becoming all sick and suey things keep happening. Ah. Good energy. Positive positive positive. Still need to pay for parking ticket though. Haha. Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| food. |
[May. 29th, 2009|12:37 am] |
It seems like a loooong time since i last had a good meal. Guess I kinda need one.
Japanese food? like sakae teppanyaki? hahaha..not very awesome, but i have a craving. Italian food? want good pasta!!!
or any awesome food that you would like to recommend meng.
Good food, good friends, good ambience, good laughs. + all the time in the world -all you'll ever need to survive really. |
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| juno. |
[May. 26th, 2009|04:56 pm] |
I had a peculiar dream.
The dream was so realistic even though it was in flashes. (not the continuous, chronologically sound kind) For a moment i woke up thinking that the situation was real.
Wanna know what my dream was about?
That i had a daughter....*cue awwwwwws*
....BUT i was a single mom. The entire dream was about social care officers coming to my house to see if i could handle the child and me bringing her on an outing only to realise how i do not understand her and how i wished i had more time with her. I was feeling so frustrated and sad, because i had to work to support her and there was nothing i could do about it.
man.....it's pretty freaky considering that few months ago i had a dream about me being very pregnant and ready to go into labour anytime. And yes....i was a single mom in that dream too.
let's just hope these dreams arent some sort of premonition. In case you're wondering, no...i dun know who the father is.
arghhhh...... |
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| meng's fav picture |
[May. 19th, 2009|09:28 pm] |

I dunno what it is about this picture that makes me like it so much. It could be the fact that it's taken in the 60's. It could be that it's taken against the backdrop of what seems like a picnic. It could be the turntable and old glass bottle on the table. It could be my grandmother's clothes (check out the handbag, checkered shirt and high-waist pants!! its everything i would wear now). Or it could be that this picture contains my top three favorite people in the world. Grandpa, Grandma and mom.
Maybe it's just an old picture...or it's probably the sum of everything...but...this is my favorite picture. |
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